i think its pratically been fooooorever since i blogged on this thing.
probally since the last time was before deployment
and before he cheated
and before i thought my whole life was crumbling under my feet
so i guess i didnt want to write about it or feel it or something. it just sucked and i was already being reminded about it and the whore he cheated on me with didnt help.
stupid piece of white trash.
my life is full of ups and downs right now.
UPS: new car, 63 days to go and 151 down, moving to hawaii soon (: so fresh start
DOWNS: money money money money (i mean, the lack of it. i dont see what the problem would be with having too much is.) and i have a shitty family. yes. i said it. and dakota hasnt called in 3 weeks or so ): BOO
ravens steelers game -- KICKED ASS ohmygoddddddddddddd. i lost my voice, kirstin went, we WON 35-07 and just overall amazing time. it was 9/11 so it was really emotional not having or speaking to dakota. and w all the stuff they were doing made me so proud of him. just 29%, and tomorrow itll be 28!!!